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      Caught up in the web of Depression

      Mimzy
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      Posted by Mimzy

      on Sep 11, 2011

      I'm writing with the hope that some of my friends on here and any one else that's dealt with the oppression of depression could give me a hand.

      It's not that I've never been depressed, I've had my little bouts with it in the past. The disconnection, the listlessness and disinterest...the whole emotional roller coaster of feeling fine and then feeling dulled. The struggle to just do something rather than nothing.

      But this time it's gotten worse. If any of you Potter Fans out there are reading this, you may have a bit more insight to this next statement. It feels as if I've had a Dementor drain all the joy out of me. I feel hollow, empty - even when something that would normally give me positive feelings happens, I feel numb...like I'm not even there.
      I have been having difficulty sleeping, waking multiple times during the night, wanting to sleep - feeling tired and yet struggling to find the comfortable feeling so I can fall asleep. Most often of late I pass out after little sleep over a few days, only to be swallowed by oblivion for 5-6 hours. Waking up achy, stiff and not feeling rested, my body has recuperated some, yet mentally I feel less.

      I can't get myself to do things I want to do, I just feel like "what's the use..." Even with things I enjoy doing, I just can't stick with it. My enthusiasm is gone. I've no passion, I try to even play a game I really like and I can barely play for 5 min. without just turning off the game and feeling lost. Like I don't know what to do, where to go or if it even matters.

      I've never had depression this bad, it's never gotten to the point where I couldn't escape from it. I know this time I think I'm going to need help. I just don't know what to do or who to go to...

      So if anyone has dealt with it before...please, let me know how I can escape this nightmare....

      Thanks for your help and time....
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        ekikaseven
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        5. ekikaseven posted on Sep 14, 2011
         in response to Mimzy...   I agree. Men couldn't handle all the female stuff we go through.
        And,if men had to give birth to kids-there would be alot less people. You are totally right on that one.

        I like exploring herbal teas.
        I wish I could find one that could help severe back spasms. I haven't found any medicine, physical thereapy, chiropractor, shots in back or herbal teas that has worked for me. I'll keep looking.

        I hope everything works out for you.

        God bless you.
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        4. Mimzy posted on Sep 14, 2011

         in response to ekikaseven...   

        LOL yeah, St. John's Wort, it is effective for mild to moderate depression. It's okay for heart palpitations, moodiness and other symptoms of menopause, obsessive-compulsive disorder and seasonal affective disorder.

        Did you know that it dates back to the ancient Greeks? Hippocrates even recorded the medical use of St. John’s wort flowers.

        The active ingredients in St. John’s wort can be damaged by light. That's why many of the products are packaged in amber containers. But although it helps, it doesn’t offer total protection.

        It's also important to know the interactions with various medicines and certain people shouldn't use it due to sensitivity. Some side effects are mild, but others can be very serious.

        I've always been a big herbal tea drinker, often growing and making my own blends, way back when I was a lot younger. I learned a lot from the apothecaries and from my Uncle when I visited him. I learned about many different healing herbs and their uses.

        I enjoyed wanderings in the woods to gather various berries for pies, but I also learned to find tubers, wild onion and safe mushrooms. I also learned what items were poisonous and where their antidotes were. Oddly enough, the two plants were often within a few feet of one another. 

        Currently, I've been drinking Mandarin Orange Green Tea with Ginseng & Honey Jasmine Tea. I've found that mixing other teas in with stronger or bitter teas can help make them more drinkable. Teas like ginseng, ginkgo biloba, green and black tea are often bitter. I like mixing strong berry teas or a combination of flowery and citrus flavored teas with them. Since there's so many benefits by drinking tea, it makes sense to make them taste good.

        Here's a link to my favorite brand Celestial Seasonings, I love mixing and blending these teas together to make unique combinations that hit just the right spot. My kids always come to me for a personal mix when they're feeling bad with a sore throat or just a bit stressed out.

        Hugs to you too...I just hope that I can shake this melancholy feeling and get back to myself. With all that women go through I'd like to slap the person that coined the phrase,"the weaker sex" in regards to us.

        The main reason wpmen have kids, is because men couldn't handle the stress or the pain! It would be an instant population control if guys had the babies! Especially, after doing it once, they'd never want to do it again! It would be a one child deal - two or more, only if multiples are involved. LOL

        Weaker sex, my Aunt Fanny! XD

        ekikaseven
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        3. ekikaseven posted on Sep 13, 2011
         in response to Mimzy...   Aww....
        We women go through alot with hormonal changes,etc.
        And,some men think being a woman is easy! Yeah,right!!!!!!!

        A holistic alternative for treatment of depression is to take some St. John's Wort tea (I may have mispelled it).

        hugs
        Mimzy
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        2. Mimzy posted on Sep 13, 2011
         in response to ekikaseven...   Nope, not on meds - I'm strongly holistic and prefer not using drugs to treat symptoms if possible. I'd rather find out what's wrong and get it fixed so I don't have the problem any more.

        I'm 48 going on 49 starting of next year...I kid that I'm having my own personal global warming, as even when I go into an air conditioned room, I still feel warm. I also have been having a really strange problem of late.
        I've been craving pickles - normally I don't eat them much. I had cottage cheese, bread & butter pickles, some fish, mushrooms & cheese melted together with garlic salt for lunch, with some sweet iced tea & lemon.
        I've been getting really strange cravings like this...plus having insomnia too. If I wasn't chaste for over 8 years, I'd swear I was preggers. But then only one of my kids put me through strange food cravings - and he's 27 yrs old now!

        I'd just like to figure out what is going on...the menopause suggestion sounds like a start. I've an appt. with my doc in a few days, think I'll ask him about it.
        Along with everything else that's been going on for the last year.

        Thanks for the response...take care.
        ekikaseven
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        1. ekikaseven posted on Sep 11, 2011
        Talk to your doctor about getting medication for depression or adjusted if you are already on them.
        Are you by any chance going through menopause because that will make the depression even worse.

        I understand perfectly what you are talking about.

        Wish you the best.

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